Thursday, November 6, 2014
BACK TO BLOGGER....
About five years ago I left this page, I moved to another country to find my roots, turns out that by now I still can't find them...
Looking at my old posts on this page I realized how immature I was, yes! I'm still immature but hey! it is a personal blog so who cares???
So, the questions is : Is this going to be a blog about anything interesting??? Well, the answer is simple... I really don't know if you are going to be interested on my blog, perhaps I should tell you that it is most likely to be about my personal experiences now that I'm on my 20's, Yes in fact I am 22 years old. Also, there might be times when I will be posting other things other than my personal life.
So, whoever you are, you are welcome to come, comment, share experiences etc. Hopefully you will enjoy my posts.
P.S.
If you personally know me, please let me know...
THANKS...
Love, Mariposita.
Friday, February 11, 2011
im back but i wish i could be away...
ok. let me start with this...
Many of you may think that I´m a really good girl but the ones that really now me know that I´m not...
So let me explain, a few years ago I started to live my vida loca, and just yesterday I realized that I´ve been wasting my time and my life...I had one of those moral reflection or however you wanna call it and I can say that I truly, honestly regret all the things that I´ve done...
I know that there´s no turn back, but hopefully I´ll be strong enough to change before it´s too late (if it isn´t already)...
Many of you may think that I´m a really good girl but the ones that really now me know that I´m not...
So let me explain, a few years ago I started to live my vida loca, and just yesterday I realized that I´ve been wasting my time and my life...I had one of those moral reflection or however you wanna call it and I can say that I truly, honestly regret all the things that I´ve done...
I know that there´s no turn back, but hopefully I´ll be strong enough to change before it´s too late (if it isn´t already)...
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
I don't know... but sometimes... everything is up side down....
There are things that we hope to be in one way and come out the other way. There are times that we expect something but we get the unexpected. AND there are times when you are so happy that you think nothing is going to ruin it but THAT IS NOT TRUE!!!!
Personally, I was happy about my life now, for a moment, but something unexpected and kind of creepy appeared in my life and its shadow just ruins my happiness. Here’s the situation (this sounds stupid and not like me but it is frustrating, I really don’t care that much but it bothers me.) ONE GUY AND TWO GIRLS (I know stupid situation). I’m the present, she’s the past. She’s pissed and I’m surprise. And the weird/annoying/creepy/bad (and other synonyms you can think about) part of this is that we know each other and we were friends.
I have to mention that I had no idea about this, I swear, I had no idea but it’s frustrating because she’s very upset and I just don’t know what to do (well yes I know but I’m not sure and I don’t know I just feel weird but as my friends say “worry about you because others aren’t” and yeah). I’m really surprise and I still can’t believe it…
Gotita? Black rose?
Personally, I was happy about my life now, for a moment, but something unexpected and kind of creepy appeared in my life and its shadow just ruins my happiness. Here’s the situation (this sounds stupid and not like me but it is frustrating, I really don’t care that much but it bothers me.) ONE GUY AND TWO GIRLS (I know stupid situation). I’m the present, she’s the past. She’s pissed and I’m surprise. And the weird/annoying/creepy/bad (and other synonyms you can think about) part of this is that we know each other and we were friends.
I have to mention that I had no idea about this, I swear, I had no idea but it’s frustrating because she’s very upset and I just don’t know what to do (well yes I know but I’m not sure and I don’t know I just feel weird but as my friends say “worry about you because others aren’t” and yeah). I’m really surprise and I still can’t believe it…
Gotita? Black rose?
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
From a mind that doesn't mind at all
Have you ever felt like everything is wrong or that nothing comes out good?
The world just slapped you in the face and screamed at you "wake up!!!!?
Have you ever felt like nothing is worth it?
Like everything is just out of control and you just want to scream and scream?
People don't understand you, they don't listen, they don't pay attention...
Sometimes everything is confusing and you just sit there thinking about nothing.
Don't want to see anybody but you want someone to care...just care...
It's like a hole in your heart that nothing in Earth can fulfill...
you feel depress, melancholic, angry, stupid,irritated and tired of the world's crap...
No one cares, no one gives a damn about everything, all people are selfish...
AT THE END YOU JUST WANT TO BE ALONE... WHERE NO PEOPLE EXIST EXCEPT YOU...
It's a painful feeling that I have to face every single day, every day in my life
there's people that make me feel like this, I don't understand why people can't be mature.
I just want them to shut up and listen but they don't realize it,but the worst of all
of this is that...
I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND because I don't realize that everyone is
different and no one is perfect...
That is my mistake... I have high expectations and all of the time I get disappointed.
The world just slapped you in the face and screamed at you "wake up!!!!?
Have you ever felt like nothing is worth it?
Like everything is just out of control and you just want to scream and scream?
People don't understand you, they don't listen, they don't pay attention...
Sometimes everything is confusing and you just sit there thinking about nothing.
Don't want to see anybody but you want someone to care...just care...
It's like a hole in your heart that nothing in Earth can fulfill...
you feel depress, melancholic, angry, stupid,irritated and tired of the world's crap...
No one cares, no one gives a damn about everything, all people are selfish...
AT THE END YOU JUST WANT TO BE ALONE... WHERE NO PEOPLE EXIST EXCEPT YOU...
It's a painful feeling that I have to face every single day, every day in my life
there's people that make me feel like this, I don't understand why people can't be mature.
I just want them to shut up and listen but they don't realize it,but the worst of all
of this is that...
I AM ONE OF THE PEOPLE THAT DON'T UNDERSTAND because I don't realize that everyone is
different and no one is perfect...
That is my mistake... I have high expectations and all of the time I get disappointed.
Love yourself...a piece of my mind
Many times people led others take advantage and that's isn't right.
One of the most important things to learn in life is to love yourself. Many people aren't going to love you but in that case you need to know how to love yourself. When things aren't right and the only way you can be happy is by being loved, don't wait for someone because you can love yourself too. Your self love will never go away or betrayed you.
Look at yourself in the mirror and admire what you see (don't get too consider though jk lol), always have respect for yourself and don't put yourself down. Trust me there is someone that loves you, you just need to find it, but for the moment live your life.
Look around you and be happy...
trust yourself, you are worth it...
but mostly...
never say I can't and live your life!!!!
One of the most important things to learn in life is to love yourself. Many people aren't going to love you but in that case you need to know how to love yourself. When things aren't right and the only way you can be happy is by being loved, don't wait for someone because you can love yourself too. Your self love will never go away or betrayed you.
Look at yourself in the mirror and admire what you see (don't get too consider though jk lol), always have respect for yourself and don't put yourself down. Trust me there is someone that loves you, you just need to find it, but for the moment live your life.
Look around you and be happy...
trust yourself, you are worth it...
but mostly...
never say I can't and live your life!!!!
Friday, March 12, 2010
Hello!!!!
Hi!!!
Well since I'm not in my English class anymore, I want to keep my blog so my ex-classmates know what's up!
Well, right now I'm super extra busy!!! I'm in a club (drama-club)planning a play. My meetings are on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. Later, I stay in school until six doing the play The Lion king. (Angie too!) I have to dance and sing which is cool for me except for the singing part (I don't know how to sing but I try).
Overall, I'll try to take some time off and work on my blog. I'm planing to post lots of things related to universal problems and maybe some poetry and philosophers that I find interesting.
Well since I'm not in my English class anymore, I want to keep my blog so my ex-classmates know what's up!
Well, right now I'm super extra busy!!! I'm in a club (drama-club)planning a play. My meetings are on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays. Later, I stay in school until six doing the play The Lion king. (Angie too!) I have to dance and sing which is cool for me except for the singing part (I don't know how to sing but I try).
Overall, I'll try to take some time off and work on my blog. I'm planing to post lots of things related to universal problems and maybe some poetry and philosophers that I find interesting.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
